Post by Chloro Smoke on Oct 1, 2021 14:57:52 GMT -5
we are the lost
and the silent
and the silent
tags: Bianca Sabbato
WHERE THE SKIES END -- STARSET
outfit: As described
words: 937/937
It had been a full year and a half since Chloro sought out to fix her personal situation, and became a huntress-in-training. There has been no time to take a break since her time that started in the city many, many years ago. Friends were made and friends were lost along the way. Some for good, some for worse. All her work has been to help others, but the last year and a half have become the hardest in her life. Unsure as to why to begin with, Chloro had begun to slowly but surely realise, especially with the rekindling with Bianca and the discovery of Nastya recently. Things have become more complicated and more complex, and she wasn't thinking about her engineering learning. Blood, sweat and tears had been shed over her engineering learnings, but she has refused to let blood, sweat and tears flow with this issue. Her memories of Misha have been coming back in full in recent months, the girl that she loved first. The girl that rekindled her love for life after theirs were destroyed in a night's passing.
Misha, dark skinned with bright green eyes and dirty blonde hair. Misha, the leader who kept everyone in check and also invigorated as they traveled from the destroyed village to Mistral. Misha, the girl who protected them from the Grimm. Misha, the girl who fought side by side with Chloro on her final night... Misha, the girl who took a blow for Chloro before falling in battle. Chloro cried her eyes out for the first few days, and since then, she has been ever lost with her responsibilities to get the others to the city. How did they repay her? Half of them backstabbed her and the others were killed off by the brutality of the city. Ever since Misha's passing, she has never cried a single tear, or at least had a good cry about anything. To honour her memory, she has been learning odd bits that Misha knew, like playing the guitar. She has been practising for a full year now, behind everyone's back, so when she learnt enough about her engineering she could regain her voice again.
What was Chloro doing in the Cloud District though? She had found a nice spot that overlooked the entire city, and at night it was like gazing at a lake that reflected the night sky. A sight she often akinned to Misha. It helped her think about the problems she was experiencing. Her thoughts would occasionally drift to Bianca and Nastya. She could compare both of them to Misha in different ways. Nastya, her partner in crime, was like Misha in that she was a little shit and a troublemaker when she didn't have to be something else. Always joking around, causing issues back at the village, toying with other kids with pranks. Nastya was just the grown up troublemaker with access to tools to destroy buildings. Bianca, was similar in the way that Misha would always keep an eye out for Chloro. They both make sure that Chloro was happy and good, at times at the detriment of themselves. There was just lots of similarities between both of them and Misha, that it was starting to cause problems with her headspace.
She liked Nastya alot, definitely. However, feelings towards Bianca were beginning to grow as well. The small ratty lizard from almost a decade ago, who whilst took a different path and made things more problematic, had come back. It was just certainly lots to take in, enough to make a girl with such a lack of experience like Chloro to break down. Which, was another reason for her to be on this rooftop in the Cloud District. She had been picking away at her guitar, and when the memories had come flooding like they normal do at night, today had just been too much and she had began to cry and sniffle like a small child. Nothing was comparable to the night Misha died, but this was the first time since, and it threatened to break the dam she had built up for this very reason.
Taking a moment to rest, she would lay back and stare at the starry skies above her. Things were just piling up, and she still never figured out some way to vent it. So as she stared to the sparkling void above, tears left her eyes and trickled down the side of her face. Misha would've known what to do. Yet, all she had was barely two different halves of her in Nastya and Bianca. Guitar rested to the side, she still wasn't any good but she was decent enough to play a few cords and make something from it. A few songs she knew from old days still rung through her head, and they definitely played to the heartstrings right now. The words of one specific song would ring very close to home as she lightly hummed it with the occasional gutteral sound to come from her damaged vocals.
"I used to think that the day would never come,
I'd see the light in the shade of the morning sun,
My morning sun is the drug that would brings me near,
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear,
I used to think that the day would never come,
That my life would depend on the morning sun"
The more she hummed it, the more her tears would flow. It was too ironic to be taken as truth, but it was also so close to the truth that it hurt. It hurt a lot.
Misha, dark skinned with bright green eyes and dirty blonde hair. Misha, the leader who kept everyone in check and also invigorated as they traveled from the destroyed village to Mistral. Misha, the girl who protected them from the Grimm. Misha, the girl who fought side by side with Chloro on her final night... Misha, the girl who took a blow for Chloro before falling in battle. Chloro cried her eyes out for the first few days, and since then, she has been ever lost with her responsibilities to get the others to the city. How did they repay her? Half of them backstabbed her and the others were killed off by the brutality of the city. Ever since Misha's passing, she has never cried a single tear, or at least had a good cry about anything. To honour her memory, she has been learning odd bits that Misha knew, like playing the guitar. She has been practising for a full year now, behind everyone's back, so when she learnt enough about her engineering she could regain her voice again.
What was Chloro doing in the Cloud District though? She had found a nice spot that overlooked the entire city, and at night it was like gazing at a lake that reflected the night sky. A sight she often akinned to Misha. It helped her think about the problems she was experiencing. Her thoughts would occasionally drift to Bianca and Nastya. She could compare both of them to Misha in different ways. Nastya, her partner in crime, was like Misha in that she was a little shit and a troublemaker when she didn't have to be something else. Always joking around, causing issues back at the village, toying with other kids with pranks. Nastya was just the grown up troublemaker with access to tools to destroy buildings. Bianca, was similar in the way that Misha would always keep an eye out for Chloro. They both make sure that Chloro was happy and good, at times at the detriment of themselves. There was just lots of similarities between both of them and Misha, that it was starting to cause problems with her headspace.
She liked Nastya alot, definitely. However, feelings towards Bianca were beginning to grow as well. The small ratty lizard from almost a decade ago, who whilst took a different path and made things more problematic, had come back. It was just certainly lots to take in, enough to make a girl with such a lack of experience like Chloro to break down. Which, was another reason for her to be on this rooftop in the Cloud District. She had been picking away at her guitar, and when the memories had come flooding like they normal do at night, today had just been too much and she had began to cry and sniffle like a small child. Nothing was comparable to the night Misha died, but this was the first time since, and it threatened to break the dam she had built up for this very reason.
Taking a moment to rest, she would lay back and stare at the starry skies above her. Things were just piling up, and she still never figured out some way to vent it. So as she stared to the sparkling void above, tears left her eyes and trickled down the side of her face. Misha would've known what to do. Yet, all she had was barely two different halves of her in Nastya and Bianca. Guitar rested to the side, she still wasn't any good but she was decent enough to play a few cords and make something from it. A few songs she knew from old days still rung through her head, and they definitely played to the heartstrings right now. The words of one specific song would ring very close to home as she lightly hummed it with the occasional gutteral sound to come from her damaged vocals.
"I used to think that the day would never come,
I'd see the light in the shade of the morning sun,
My morning sun is the drug that would brings me near,
To the childhood I lost, replaced by fear,
I used to think that the day would never come,
That my life would depend on the morning sun"
The more she hummed it, the more her tears would flow. It was too ironic to be taken as truth, but it was also so close to the truth that it hurt. It hurt a lot.